Toradellin-Danaan

close my heart let it sail away, the seams of this life start to fray ill find happiness, yet only another day the demons in my head, im forced to obey to live, to love, to wither and die to cry, to lose to die inside another step forward, i constantly try yet pushed two steps back, beyond a greater divide the existence, an ignorant bliss to dwell to pretend as to reminisce yet its all my head, a solitary imagination inside this shell, im broken, fragmentation do i hold on do i try to fly? do i aim so i high i touch the sky? ill never know, im too scared to try my failures are only echoed through these lonely cries.

I crave the kind of quiet Lullaby that soothes the moon, Or the overwhelming swallow Of a mermaid’s head Beneath limestone waters, Blue-green diamonds. I want to be still As a buried time capsule, A mixed bag of Idiosyncrasies, Or like an abandoned church On a hill surrounded by Deep wild gardens And animals without names. The only way to still the chaos Is to press the ghost of a spyglass Up to my heart. Let it search my treasuremap-arteries For forgotten technologies That only souls can interpret.